It's so nice sitting very still.
In a room where no one else can feel.
The pain that breaks my heart each day. I'm not ok.
Sunlight shining through my window, lets me know that i'm still alive.
But why did I ever let you inside my heart. I'm such a fool.
Paint my face in shades of blood and grey, and take the seat right next to me.
But I should have known that you were a killer
But now I'm dead.

A gaping hole, shot threw my heart.
A loss of connection from your poisoned dart.
Shot from your tounge to end my life.
But in blowing at the fire, you light your strife.

You'll never know, whoa yeah
You'll never know, whoa no.

The hardest thing about dying is,
Knowing you'll never see the light of day.

A gaping hole, (shot threw my heart.)
A loss of connection from your poisoned dart.
My head it now spins, and my ears bleed gold.
I try so fucking hard, but I can't fit your mold.

The hardest thing about dying is,
Knowing you'll never see the light of day.
The hardest thing about dying is,
Knowing you'll never see the light of day.

You ripped my heart out,
You tore my eyes out
Now you're gonna pay.
I'll stab you one time,
I'll eat your heart out,
So you feel my pain.
Don't you know that,
I always see you, in all of my dreams.

I wanna kill you.
I wanna kill you. (X3)
Now, I'm insane.

---Senses Fail. - One Eighty Seven

To kill the whitest looking dove
To hate everything I love
And I'm trying to pretend
Oh in wanting life to end
That I am not another stupid
Little teenage fucking whore

And now I know
And we will see
And now I know
And we will see

To take this handgun to my eyes
And watch my cells start to rise
The flesh now starts to break as the
Bullet enters like a snake
Through one side of my head
And out the other one

And now I know
And we will see
And now I know
And we will see

And I'm too scared to live tonight
And I'm too bare to shed my plight

And I'm too scared to live tonight
Too bare to shed my plight
(Please tell me I'm not wanted)
(Please tell me I'm not wanted)
Watch the bones rip through my flesh
A catharsis of my own distress
(Please tell me I'm not wanted)
(Please tell me I'm not)

And now I know
And we will see
And now I know
And we will see

-----Senses Fail

    Fell into this place,
                    Nothing more than myself
                        Keeping inside,
                        The pain I hide.
                           Your eyes
                          Open so wide
                     The look on your face,
                       Fell out of Place
                   You see the tears I hide,
                    The Suffering I've had.
                          Care no more
                       You fucking whore.
                      Look what I've done.
                        So far, so gone
                      Running, To a place
                      Full of hateful race
                    Filling up with nothing,
                     Nothing more then you
                         I hide myself,
                Fear of the hatred you'll leave.
                  Now that I'm no longer here
                      You hide with fear,
                      Fear of loneliness,
                   And when I look up on you
                      I see your new life,
              Better off, that I took that knife,
                   The knife to end my life.
            I can see now, what I couldn't see then
      Our relationship would have never lasted much longer
           So easy to see, Your now so much stronger
            Without me in your life, nor your world.

                                                          By: Justin Hewison. (Me)